[unknown origins] Sometime in the future I’m losing my mind. Getting worried about the price of things, falling behind. Becoming my father. I know I should be writing at every opportunity.. There’s no right time to say it, but pen & paper I don’t love you like I did. Don’t know where all this pressure [...]
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the fresh testament
Posted in Greener Grass, Word Play on January 5, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Paris
Posted in Greener Grass, tagged architecture, beauty, environment, ireland, joy, northern, paris, urban on November 20, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Everywhere you look is beauty, surrounding you. Normally when in an urban environment, if I study the architecture long enough I come away feeling cold, feeling sorrow for the landscapes that preceded ours. I also attain little joy from most monuments or man-made cultural sights, in the North of Ireland. Paris, however, presents a banquet and reeks [...]
Magik
Posted in Greener Grass on July 10, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Pick anyone you know who’s dead on, multiply that by dead on and subtract dickheadness.
Haiku
Posted in Greener Grass, Word Play, tagged haiku on May 18, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
My Head’s up my hole, getting it out is the goal, no peace do I find.
Two Ducks
Posted in Greener Grass, tagged 22, birthday on May 4, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
I woke, unable to breath. Bouldering upstream in the rain the previous day had accelerated all feelings of unwellness. But it was my occasion. My day of birth. Today the mist had lifted, the sky; cleared, showcasing a scenic view of the hills around us. Two ducks, on dry land. How could anything overpower a feeling like [...]
Dear J,
Posted in Greener Grass on February 3, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Finally found myself a fine lookin’ level-headed woman who knows what she wants and how to go a-bout gettin’ it! Jessica Maud Rodgers what can I say that I haven’t already? If we can accomplish this much so soon… and with the burden of intensely complicated young minds… I look to the future with my head [...]
like, “woo..”
Posted in Greener Grass on January 29, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
ah, nervous breakdown? Tears, panicked breathing and the feeling that my brain is about to be torn in half. I hang my head in wait… Snot is stretching up from the table to my nose. The first person I make eye contact with knows instantly so I shy away once more. I’m questioning things, contesting [...]
Confused, dot com.
Posted in Greener Grass, tagged bbc, bbc1, king of the hill, life, primates on December 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Watched the final enthralling episode of ‘Life’ on BBC One last night. The theme: Primates. An hour that showed our ancestors using tools, thinking, planning, working hard to achieve their goals, changing ways of thinking by remembering their thoughts, displaying compassion, emotion, learning vast amount of information in the wild (e.g. 150,000 different types of [...]
You want something done?
Posted in Greener Grass, tagged depression, procrastination, work on November 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
(from August 16th, 2008) Relying on others is a sure fire way to disaster. It takes the pressure off of ones self, placing it in the hands of someone else who may/may not be as capable as yourself. It also leaves someone to blame when it all goes belly up. And when the band you’re [...]
Benders
Posted in Greener Grass, tagged cigerettes, tea on November 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
(from August 9th, 2008) Not the physical kind. But that term used to describe long periods of self-destruction and debauchery(sp?). Who would have thought that tea and ‘fags’ could help you through an all nighter? Try It!